my mind has been a whirlwind for a little while now. i wasn't entirely sure i wanted to share what was going on in my head but after several weeks of digesting everything that's happened, i decided that i'm finally ready to write it all out. one of the most disappointing things is when you … Continue reading it is what it is
hello lovelies! i can't believe how absent i've been, but i've been productive in the real world - i promise! pandemic aside, i've finally started moving in with tony (for real this time) and so that's included a lot of projects. i'm now realizing i can't make a before and after post for how we've … Continue reading enter june
i've been overwhelmed with different emotions lately - i'm sure it's because my threshold has been meddled with due to the current events in the world. there's been a lot of crying, tension, and fear in my life. but something else intensified, too. love. in the time being isolated with my partner, i've learned so much … Continue reading five hundred away
well, it's unfortunate but i failed one of my 2020 major goals of posting on my blog at least once a week. last week was difficult in so many ways and i just couldn't find the motivation to write. i'm glad to say that this week is already so much better and i'm hoping that … Continue reading upsides of failure
in january i took a leap of faith and auditioned for reston community player's production of mamma mia! i was beyond nervous not just because i was auditioning but because working with reston would have definitely been a highlight in my community theatre career. reston is known for their next-level sets, the height of their professionalism, and … Continue reading thank you for the music, carrie michele
with everything going on, tension is especially high. i was naive enough to think that i could somehow make it not real or just act as i always do in order to avoid the inevitable. my anxiety manifested itself is subtle ways, things i tried hard to ignore. "you're fine," i constantly told myself. i … Continue reading spring is still coming
you know, it's strange how life ebbs and flows like the waves of the ocean. it's just as if to to keep you in this perfect balance. lately i've been riding so high i've been above the clouds. i've been joking lately with all my friends that life has been suspiciously good. things with tony are … Continue reading happy things sad things
it took me a while to process it, but my time at kajeet came and went. it was a wonderful three and a half years and now i'm on to the next adventure. my last day was so full of love and it was honestly such a positive send off. my dear coworker-turned-friend made me … Continue reading three and a half
lately my plants have been a big point of pride for me. if you recall from my last post about them, i've been slowly getting more and more from my mother. i was able to repot a few of them that needed extra love and attention. i've recently been looking for specific cute pots to … Continue reading green teens
i'm in the best place i've ever been in my life. aside from some work stress, everything in my life is pretty fantastic. i'm engaged to the most loving partner i could have ever imagined, my relationships with my family members are healthier than ever, financially i'm not drowning anymore, and i have such supportive … Continue reading birthday blues
