why is it that peace finds you in the most mysterious ways? i always felt like closure wasn't a real thing, that only the tincture of time could really mend all wounds, but perhaps i was wrong. i've loved so much in my life, in excess even, i'd say. the trouble with that is it … Continue reading in excess
my blog has always been the place i documented my happy moments. i've always wanted it to be a place where, despite the sad things, i could look back at all the wonderful things in my life. but today i want to talk about disappointment. i am so incredibly disappointed because this past weekend has … Continue reading nothing more than feelings
tomorrow i'm leaving for my very first volleyball training camp. i've never been to any type of camp before so this is going to be a whole new experience. some of my teammates are going with me, so we're going to carpool up and room together - to say i'm excited would be an understatement. … Continue reading slumps
happy monday, everyone. i'm so excited to share the past week with you - especially since it was such a good one. i started off my week hard at work doing some of my notary public duties. my coworker was closing on a house and needed my help. it was a lot of stamping and … Continue reading beauty in ordinary things
sometimes you're doing fine and the next you're not. that's the strangest thing about depression. for months now, i've been riding a nice high, living life with a smile and stepping forward. it's been almost easy, finding things to be happy about. but what happens when you suddenly feel out of sorts and you don't … Continue reading for no reason
recently i've been struck with strong melancholy and a lot of introspective thoughts. i haven't felt like this in a long time, and since it had been so long, coping was a bit more difficult than usual. i managed to stay healthier than in the past, and just slept a bit more and lay around … Continue reading oh, is that all?
yesterday i was having a conversation about people who used to be very active and important in my life. and it dawned on me this question: where do you draw the line between your happiness and being a good friend? how far do you sacrifice yourself for someone before it becomes a toxic relationship? these … Continue reading self-advocating and socially considerate