about two months ago i was diagnosed with cyclothymia. i wrote all about it and explained how i was feeling to you guys, but i don't think that that post did justice to how much this has changed my life. now that some time has passed and i've done my share of research, i feel … Continue reading a follow up
i can't believe how long it's been. i feel somewhat guilty, but the time away was truly well spent, i promise. i've spent the past month getting to know myself better - i battled the monster in my head, finally gave it a name, and have slowly started taming it. that sounds really dramatic, but … Continue reading the cycles of life
my mind has been a whirlwind for a little while now. i wasn't entirely sure i wanted to share what was going on in my head but after several weeks of digesting everything that's happened, i decided that i'm finally ready to write it all out. one of the most disappointing things is when you … Continue reading it is what it is
in january i took a leap of faith and auditioned for reston community player's production of mamma mia! i was beyond nervous not just because i was auditioning but because working with reston would have definitely been a highlight in my community theatre career. reston is known for their next-level sets, the height of their professionalism, and … Continue reading thank you for the music, carrie michele
it took me a while to process it, but my time at kajeet came and went. it was a wonderful three and a half years and now i'm on to the next adventure. my last day was so full of love and it was honestly such a positive send off. my dear coworker-turned-friend made me … Continue reading three and a half
i didn't think it was possible but i grew even more in 2019 than i did in 2018. after reading through my year end post from last year i was shocked to see that this year was so much more magical than i could have ever imagined. life changed so immensely that sometimes those difficult … Continue reading twenty nineteen
it's crazy when i think about how much has changed in my life since i first started playing volleyball. exactly a year ago today i played my very first game of volleyball and i instantly fell in love. it's embarrassing to say this, but i started playing because i was obsessed with this volleyball anime, haikyuu! … Continue reading flying penguins
when it came to goals, last year was a failure. that's okay, life gets in the way and i learned a lot. i was able to do goals for february, march, april, may, and june. so this year, i'm going to try again. i planned to pick up my goals again in september but as … Continue reading new year, new goals
2018 brought me so many new experiences, i don't know how i'm going to recollect them all. so i thought i'd go month by month and share the moments that made them special. i also found it fatefully charming when i wrote this to discover that it's also my one hundredth blog post. overall i'd … Continue reading twenty eighteen
i've been really struggling lately, that's no secret. luckily, i've been surrounded by amazing people who have really been helping me get through everything weighing me down lately. i can't express enough how essential these people have been to me. i've been keeping busy with volleyball, friend dates, and trying to find myself. that sounds … Continue reading one day at a time
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