about two months ago i was diagnosed with cyclothymia. i wrote all about it and explained how i was feeling to you guys, but i don't think that that post did justice to how much this has changed my life. now that some time has passed and i've done my share of research, i feel … Continue reading a follow up
Tag: growth
the cycles of life
i can't believe how long it's been. i feel somewhat guilty, but the time away was truly well spent, i promise. i've spent the past month getting to know myself better - i battled the monster in my head, finally gave it a name, and have slowly started taming it. that sounds really dramatic, but … Continue reading the cycles of life
it is what it is
my mind has been a whirlwind for a little while now. i wasn't entirely sure i wanted to share what was going on in my head but after several weeks of digesting everything that's happened, i decided that i'm finally ready to write it all out. one of the most disappointing things is when you … Continue reading it is what it is
thank you for the music, carrie michele
in january i took a leap of faith and auditioned for reston community player's production of mamma mia! i was beyond nervous not just because i was auditioning but because working with reston would have definitely been a highlight in my community theatre career. reston is known for their next-level sets, the height of their professionalism, and … Continue reading thank you for the music, carrie michele
three and a half
it took me a while to process it, but my time at kajeet came and went. it was a wonderful three and a half years and now i'm on to the next adventure. my last day was so full of love and it was honestly such a positive send off. my dear coworker-turned-friend made me … Continue reading three and a half
twenty nineteen
i didn't think it was possible but i grew even more in 2019 than i did in 2018. after reading through my year end post from last year i was shocked to see that this year was so much more magical than i could have ever imagined. life changed so immensely that sometimes those difficult … Continue reading twenty nineteen
flying penguins
it's crazy when i think about how much has changed in my life since i first started playing volleyball. exactly a year ago today i played my very first game of volleyball and i instantly fell in love. it's embarrassing to say this, but i started playing because i was obsessed with this volleyball anime, haikyuu! … Continue reading flying penguins
new year, new goals
when it came to goals, last year was a failure. that's okay, life gets in the way and i learned a lot. i was able to do goals for february, march, april, may, and june. so this year, i'm going to try again. i planned to pick up my goals again in september but as … Continue reading new year, new goals
twenty eighteen
2018 brought me so many new experiences, i don't know how i'm going to recollect them all. so i thought i'd go month by month and share the moments that made them special. i also found it fatefully charming when i wrote this to discover that it's also my one hundredth blog post. overall i'd … Continue reading twenty eighteen
one day at a time
i've been really struggling lately, that's no secret. luckily, i've been surrounded by amazing people who have really been helping me get through everything weighing me down lately. i can't express enough how essential these people have been to me. i've been keeping busy with volleyball, friend dates, and trying to find myself. that sounds … Continue reading one day at a time